March 8, 2005

  • I never thought too hard on dying before
    I never sucked on the dying
    I never licked the side of dying before
    And now I'm feeling the dying
    You've got your hands over your ears
    You've got your mouth running on
    You've got your eyes looking for something
    That will never be found - like a reason
    Good god I don't need a reason
    I never thought too hard on dying before
    I never sucked on the dying
    I never licked the side of dying before
    And now I'm feeling the dying
    But you've got to....
    Give me the shot
    Give me the pill
    Give me the cure
    Now what you've done to my world

    - give me the cure, by fugazi

    i've had headaches almost every day for what, the past week? maybe longer. stress, i think. so much work to do, so many obstacles, hurdles. i've been having trouble sleeping as well. 4 or 5 hours a night unless i'm with erin. even then, i've been tossing and turning, waking up for no reason. anxiety.
    i can't wait to get this thing off the ground, crawling and finally walking.
    my skull is in a vise and my muscles are creating a death-grip on my spine.
    my jaw is sore from clenching.
    waiting for the tylenol pm to kick in.
    erin said i was cranky all day - i didn't even notice.
    i need to get high.
    i need a massage.
    i need to fuck.
    i need a blow job.
    i need this stress to break like a fever.

Comments (13)

  • That's beautiful  :o )
    I hope your headaches go away!!!!!  :o (
    I hate headaches... 
    Maybe requesting me to do something stupid on cam would help...
    UPON REQUEST is my new thing on my site...  You'll see...

    Love ya!  Get well soon!
    Sarah

  • I feel this one, and am glad you can write about it.  I hope it eases for you, Rich.

  • didn't you used to get headaches all the time last summer? maybe its the same thing. and is that graphic cookbook worth buying?

  • lmao..you spent a drunken month as a sheep herder in wales????!!!

  • and i do hope that you get your headache taken care of...perhpaps you'll get your other needs met on monday....march 14 is an official holiday, you know??? http://www.steakandbjday.com/

  • aww.  some thoughts as far as herbal sleep and headache help would be kava and valerian.  They work WONDERS for relaxation and sleep.  (I use a sleep tonic by HerbPharm that has worked better than prescription sleep aids!)

    Other than that....i hope you can work through this....thinking of you.

  • that thing in the middle is some sort of stone eagle....although i've no idea at all why it was there.......

    but i wouldn't be surprised if there really was a town called st. john's restroom on the downs

  • Aye Karumba. Headaches that last for days. Bah. I just got prescribed beta-blockers to try and get rid of mine. They make me sleepy... Anyhow, I'm sure if you ask the girl nicely you'll get a blow job and a massage. And that fuck could be in the works too. Otherwise, you'll have to make do with a cyber job.

  • I hope all of your "I needs" get taken care of!

  • who the hell would want to suck your cock?

  • ahem.....the lack of needs being filled on the sexual side is by no means due to my lack of trying....just want to clear THAT up. :)

  • *random person* i totally had a web site a long time ago called saturnalia. i thought i freakin made that word up but NO. after i saw ur SN i was like wtf and looke dit up .......... 0_o ........ holy cow and i thought i was so original >_<

    nice SN thou ^_~

  • "i need to get high.
    i need a massage.
    i need to fuck.
    i need a blow job.
    i need this stress to break like a fever."

    Man, honesty is...such a relief to hear nowadays. 

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