February 5, 2004
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I’ve been sleeping restless since last week. Or not at all. I toss, turn, then tumble from my bed until feet touch the floor, sleep walking to hit the snooze button. Once. Twice. Thrice. I wake up with neck and shoulders sore from snatching the little sleep I’ve been getting in odd, knotty, twisted positions. A short hot shower helps, but only marginally. Daily headaches like a bad tooth; dull and steady.
My waking time isn’t much better than my so called slumber. I’m restless, listless. Discontent.
I’ve been arms length away from everyone.
Diametrically, I’ve had a strange inner quiet. Strange in the way an intense thunder storm turns the sky dull grey-green and the barometric pressure is tangible in your sinuses and ears.
I need to change something. Catalyze.
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maybe you’ve got cgi eyeballs floating around your clock too.
hope that feeling of foreboding doesn’t bode badly, and that you get some rest tonight.
Stop reading my thoughts.
you’re not eating in your sleep again hopefully.
sleep well, sweets
Your words make me feel that pressure in my head.
Tomorrow will be different.
…must be the planet alignment right now… same trouble over here… discontent is good as long as it is accompanied by desire…maybe you are awake because you’re not supposed to miss anything.
move. or change jobs. i’ve found drastic usually works best for me when i have that eye of the storm feeling (which fortunately isn’t too often).
good luck; sleep well, maybe it’ll all look different in the morning.
well it’s 4:30am here, while I’m commenting … so you can guess that I’m another on the ‘can’t bloody sleep’ side …
this makes me more convinced than ever that it is something in the air.
trust me, everybody that I talk to is saying the same thing.
I feel it too.
Is it the moon? The alignment of the planets???
It’s certainly a good time for change.
Moons. No.
Time. No.
It’s the position of your bed.
Mhm.
You need a good…ahem…y’know.
I hope things balance out soon.
Thanks for the offer. i’ll sleep over it. i presume yo’ull be happy to fly out to HK for it??
love your new colour scheme
i have been very restless too. what shall we do about it
you need to move.
i drink copious amounts of wine and that seems to help me
you know what you need, you said yourself up above..now get a move on already and create something new for yourself!
oh restless aquarian friend, catalyze away.
and yes- you must come and hang with me in Miami- I will need a watery amigo to balance out the fake industry folk I will be surrounded by
Amen to that – I know all about that stagnant feeling.
Your new look makes my heart smile, and here’s hoping you get some great ass and some happytime this weekend.
Oh – and I should have known that you’d be the one to kickstart the “Brown Job” comments…huh?
I know the feeling. Isolating.
When you aren’t sleeping well, things fall apart.
Thanks for stopping bye. Hope you find some decent sleep.
random props.. =P
i know the feeling. change would help. it seems to be a common emotion lately…catalyzation, chickoooo!
omg. cool ass site dude! x] props
I think this time of year is like that. Unsettling.
You can always sleep with me!
Tee hee hee hee…
These are all signs of an impending hybernation. Best for you to start fattening up now.
I hope you find the peace and sleep you are looking for.
eat an apple.
or some other fruit.
perhaps a mango.
i love me some mango.
or go shopping for yourself.
buy a new pillow, or a comfortable blanket.
and camp out on the couch for a change.
… just thinking… maybe you should look into reflexology… like for back/shoulder neck pain…it might help
thanks for letting me know … right, that’s it … bye bye BadBatzmaru!
tx
no kidding you do…you haven’t mentioned masturbating or sex in weeks.
Xanax.
that happens to me when i do absoloutly nothing for a whole day…which is every day. eeeeeeeerm.
catalyze, huh? sounds like a plan.
Stop reading the National Enquirer…or start.
Stop masturbating on the expressway when driving to work…or start.
Stop dating supermodels named Suzi…or start.
Stop eating so much bran…
For the love of god and the plumbing man…
STOP EATING so much BRAN.
There’s truly a point Rich when ‘regular’ is not longer ‘regulard’ ya know.
(Other than that…love ya dude. I shouldn’t give advice as I’ve had insomnia for the last 12+ years and this weekend I’m so screwed because I’ve run out of sleeping pills and I don’t get paid ’til Tuesday)
Restless, sleepless, it’s the seasons. Spring is coming, you’ll be fine soon. Let your art guide you.
Nice site. I’d like to be on your protected list for photos, please. Mind?
Miss ya, Rich.