January 12, 2003
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what do you do when everything eludes you?
the day nothing happened.
i’ve been sitting here since 1 o’ clock. 3 hours. staring at a blank word document, instant messaging with people with pixelated names such as emmdee and polaris_kitten. staring at a blank word document. searching google.com for midget giraffes. writing random things from television ( “your cats are very skinny.” “schooner tuna, the tuna with a heart.” “bruce, the main contender for the scottish crown, was not even present at the battle of falkirk” ), then i translated it into italian ( “i vostri gatti sono molto sottili ” “tonno dello schooner, il tonno con un cuore”, “il bruce, il concorrente principale per la parte superiore scozzese, non era neppure presente alla battaglia di falkirk” ) then deleted it ( ). back to staring at a blank word document. it’s untitled, against my blue desktop wallpaper. listening to music. staring. staring. nothing is coming. i’m uninspired. drink some more coffee. stare at the floor. it’s brown hardwood, in case you were wondering. i wanted to write about the nature of beauty, about our depth of physical and spiritual perceptions, about how i think claudia black and daisy fuentes have the most beautiful faces in hollywood, how the smell of sex and vanilla is the most wonderful thing ever…after a few sentences, i scrubbed at the stubble on my face ( “i need to shave…i’ll do it later” ) and deleted that, too. back to the blank word document. this morning, i considered briefly going out in public and doing something mildlyretardedidiotic, just to have something to blog about. i reconsidered, then i reconsidered my choice of words. i wrote a few more sentences about writing nothing, and i just deleted those (deleted parenthetical statement here). not a blank word document any more. am i going to delete everything and start over?
-smirk- tap cntrl+v, and click on the submit button
as a conclusion to this evening, bear witness to the bacchnalian debauchery that became of rache’s most recent entrys comments section.
Comments (27)
midget giraffes? seek help.
Masturbate, then nap.
I was enthralled. Then I realized that we are thinking of two totally different “Claudia Black”‘s. Then, I realized….I am alone. But, not too alone that I–eh, I forgot where I was going with that. I have vanillia scented massage oil. It was used once, and it lead to sex. The bottle is still mostly full if you wanna borrow it. I’ve stopped getting use out of it.
We all have days like that…
She is
Havent’ heard of Talivin Singh – he sounds more south asian though. But will check him out when i visit the cd shops next ( i am old school…) but anything with good drums should excite me
i bent my wookie.
RYN: Ty kindly. hehe so good to be back. Life without aol – hell lol
Ps yer new site design is way phat, cat ;op
I’d totally do Claudia Black, and I don’t even dig girls.
Lets see….
I’s good… ya know my usual selves (yes, i mean plural hehe) and a little bit of everywhere, tho unfortunately in reality mostly. ugh. Sorta kinda back… sharing a dsl for now w/ fishys cousin til we get networked. lol Its a long complicated story.
How u be? How u been? How will u be? lol and all the rest?
I too had nothing to say. So I didn’t. *nods*
your slip is showing.
the new look is very hook
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shav
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I’d never seen a picture of Claudia Black before I read your post and checked out the link. You’re right though–she’s gorgeous! Talk about cheekbones that would cut glass…
I was a little disturbed wondering where you heard “the tuna with a heart” and what kind of commercial could possibly produce such a catchphrase….
glad i’m not the only one feeling that way today!
I was lmao at the “bacchnalian debauchery” between you and Polaris Kitten in Rache’s comment section….quite entertaining!
oops forgot to eprop you for the entertainment hehe
….writer’s block–i’ve had it for the last 3 years… claudia black? daisy fuentes? salma hayek’s more my type!!
RYN: Im not on ever in the afternoons… only at nite
so hopefully ill catch ya then.
re: microserfs, if you have the original hardcover my wall has a photocopy I made, highlighted pg 190 first indention, second last paragraph . .
I really liked All Families Are Psychotic, Miss Wyoming, and Shampoo Planet disliked Photographs From The Dead *G*
Yep.
hmmm.. I would add one thing to PK’s advice.. sniff some vanilla before you nap..
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Ok.. so.. when you’re done doing your business.. take a bottle of vanilla over to a neighbors house.. sniff from the bottle together for a bit.. then go back home and nap?
Wait a second.. EVERYTHING else is the same when you’re by yourself.. EXCEPT the vanilla? Umm…. I think you need to work on your priorities.. I rather sniff the vanilla on my own.. and do everything else with someone else! ;o)
I’d have to re-read to pull it out, or I’d need more detail hehehe my memory sucks ass. Generation X is a fave so I remember almost all of it.
My mind never slows down enough to let me fully absolrb, I read douglas coupland for the feelings because they stick .. If that makes sense?
My favorite microserfs moment would be, well, probably all teh side notes Because I never remember anythign the really good books have bookmarks, or scraps of paper LOL pg 57 when he talks about love, 2nd paragraph, You’re Smarter than TV. So What? on pg 78, all of pg 81, 91 “i’d have accepted my sensory-deprivation lifestyle”,123,138, 203 “I’ve realised that people most dread the thought of actuallly iniating change in their lives . . . ”
Goodnight! *HUGS*
Nice, this is the best layout so far
love this one.
you my man are totally fucked up. but in a very nice way.