January 2, 2004
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Fugazi playing on the computer (Do you like me? Do you like me?1). The kitten walks through the vertical blinds with a clickety clack and a long meow in the tone of a question. I softly mew back and reach down to scratch his head. I keep wondering if things will work out. I keep wondering what she thinks. I get up for a glass of water and the kitten follows me, reaching up to sniff at the glass as the water pours into it. Back in my room, Christie Front Drive is playing (I guess you, I guess you win2).
I feel strangely calm, at ease. Any other night and I'd be quiet and pining away at something. Anything. To go out and do something. To be with someone else. To have a girlfriend here, distracting and attracting me. Not tonight. Tonight, my soul is quiet and cool and calm.1. Fugazi - Do You Like Me?
Your eyes, like crashing jets fixed in stained glass, but not religious. You should pay rent in my mind. Say like the French say "Bon soir regret a demain". Do you like me? I guess. White witness moves to petition the state of Virginia for 27 prisons, while in Bethesda an office flaming, youth group singing, firemen calling in Lockheed, Lockheed Martin, Marietta. Do you like me? I guess. End of the lesson, time for one question. End of the lesson, time for one more question. Do you like me?2. Christie Front Drive - Radio
Hey, could have helped yourself. Just wind up and make it go. Hey, could have hurt yourself. Just wind up and make it go. I guess you, I guess you win. Could have helped yourself. I guess you, I guess you win. Could have helped yourself. Too bad it makes you so, lonely
Comments (37)
Wow, that is simply one of the most stunning things that I have read. It is really very moving. Just, again, wow.
The photo is a good addition. I like.
Oh Rich...this blog had EVERYTHING awesome and cool about you in it. I like.
Whoa...I swear I didn't read Jodi's "I like" before I wrote it at the end of my comment...whoa....
how you are single is beyond me
*sigh*
I have no words that could ever do this justice.
Yea, honestly. Agreeing with everyone up there. YOu have quite the talent
luv julia
you know with words like that, I'm surprised you don't have a fanclub with fainting groupies.
ditto to all of the above, man.
suffice to say, you have a way with words ...
Now all you have to do is figure out if it's half-empty or half-full.
fugazi
At the risk of embarassing myself, I'll just leave the props.
Dude, you do have a fan club of fainting groupies. We're right here!
so...im not sure if i should be asking this...but did you write this?
Beautiful man, just beautiful.
nice site..props
you are full of such beauty, rich. you make my heart sigh.
awesome site! randomly propsin yah. happy new years
<3
Hold your breath
And nestle into the ice
Wait for me underneath the water
Wait for me and count to ten
You'll look up and I will be there
Wait for me~ sugarcubes
p.s. nice skin. did you make it yourself?
Love the new look! Another great entry. I am well-versed in the art of lonliness.
the best. nights. ever.
there are glasses like that in abundance at my house. i use them over the ugly plastic ones my mom faithfully collects from tupperware. because glass is better and more beautiful.
I wish I could be that calm cool and quiet. I'm a bundle of nervous energy. I'm expecting a twitching eye soon... and conversations with myself (outloud not my normal internal dialouge)
Great new look. It fits the post.
i like the new layout. you always come up with such great ones. i like fugazi. do you happen to like the rapture as well? great site.
wow, your layout is very nice, props!!
Love the new layout. Looks fantastic
Oh yeah? And whatcha gonna do about it, hmm?
I raise your obligatory comment with one of my own!
damn
Quiet, cool, and calm.... like your new format. I love it.
All you got outta that was that I have nuts in my cheeks?
No, no morning sickness...
You ever get that sick... kind of...stomach-is-in-knots feeling?
..... nothing to say - just being quiet while I reread possibly the best post I have ever seen on Xanga.
(and I have been here long enough to know .... I am an "old timer" with a new name)
Well its like that. Sorry I made it sound so unappetizing
hey i really like your xanga, but i was wondering if you could give me some band names, since according to my friends i need more music. also if you have AIM my sn is lunarian rose47, email is blck_raven317@hotmail.com ciao.
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