Month: November 2002


  • don't date satanists
    somehow i would think this is common sense, but ironically, common sense isn't common. i heard from a friend today that i haven't talked to in close to a year. we'll call her n, because that's her name. when we had last talked, she had met this guy a few weeks previously and had completely fallen for him. she had told me he was really nice and all the other things people want in a relationship. then she dropped this one on me:
    "he's a non-practicing satanist"
    the first words out of my mouth:
    "get the fuck away from him. bad things will happen. people mess with things they don't comprehend and there are repercussions."
    she said she understood....then 2 weeks later she disappeared off the face of the earth.
    i received a phone call from her today, happy to hear from her. we exchanged what we've been up to and this is how she's been:
    - she'd died and been revived because of heroin her boyfriend had given her
    - she totalled her car
    - lost her job
    - tried to commit suicide and subsequently checked her self into an institution
    - said institution consistently overdosed her on anti-psychotics, which sent her into frenzies of hallucinations and seizures.

    i doubt i'll be hanging out with her until she loses the boyfiend. (misspelling intentional).


  • so here's the plan.

    coffee.
    deftones sweatshirt.
    40 min drive.
    watch the sunrise at the beach.


    see you there.


  • tonite
    we stood in my driveway.
    my face - titanium white,
    your butterfly wings
    we felt the earth spinning under our feet.