slipping gears
what the hell is going on here? 12 am, i'm sticky hot from the lack of breeze in this state, i can't sleep and i'm not feeling much of anything. maybe i'm just drained. the last time things went this way, i was a mess. now i'm just here. i feel like i'm in neutral. my motivation seems to have not so much as "flown out the window" as it's been "tossed out the window and fallen to the ground like a dead parrot".
i can't even summon a single iota of existential frustration. i can't bring myself to get angsty about artificial lighting or MSG, although apostrophe usage seems to be getting my ire up. mostly because it confuses me and we fear what we don't understand. i feel like the homonids in 2001: a space odyssey when confronted with apostrophes. i start to grunt, bang on my chest and generally get violent over this ( ' ) thing. i haven't had a chance to whack anyone with a large bone yet (save the ennui), so count yourselves lucky. i think i'm done rambling. |
Comments (28)
this is a beautiful site. Your photog is gorgeous.
i get sick of those damned apostrophes too! motherfu- er, yeah. i get worked up.
and... it'll come around, babe. is just a phase right now. for a long time you've been waiting for something to happen, and if you wait long enough it will come. i've learned that everything in life resembles an orgasm. shhh... don't tell anyone. that's my private philosophy. er, yeah. now that i've embarassed myself... all i can do is promise you that it will work out
Eh, waves... waves... It's all in waves. A big injection of motivation will come.
eh? *hug* anyway
i feel your pain. i can't muster up the inspiration to do anything these days. . .oh wait, i can't even muster up the energy to get out of bed most of the time. hmmm, in your case i'd say maybe the weather has something to do with such a lacadasial state of mind, but i have no excuses because it's freezing cold here. blech!
rambling can be helpful (i find) so keep at it.
Hey rambling seems to work for most everyone-- so ramble on, dude!
heres hoping it get's better!
whacking people with a large bone? that might not be the greatest plan... i mean... the bone could break... and then where would you be?
and yes. i do.
I figured out, at least for myself, that life is a circle. everything is a damn circle....
everything comes around again, that which we think we lost, usually returns, just in a different (sometimes better for you) form.
I'm loving the new site design. My favorite yet.
LOL! This was a treat.
nothing wrong with ennui... sometimes my best shtuff (art, photography, writing, sex) comes out of depression and boredom. Make a dead parrot cozy out of old chest hair.
dead parrots and apostrophe's, eh? sounds like pizza, a beer and xanax time to me...well, it does work, you know
your site looks great! cery inspiring...i can see the designer in you!
opps i meant "very" not "cery"
your background kicks all sorts of holy ass. (yes, holy.)
i think i, as well as other people know the feeling of neutral. (and the apostrophe frustration)
i hope the parrot doesn't begin to smell.
I REALLY like your new look....
i haven't said it yet sooo i love the new look.
it'll come back, i swear.
just keep loving yourself.
Artistry at work!
Well, at least you can still write really well about your state of ennui. Seriously, how many people can claim that? Cool picture, too.
--L
i really like the new design!
Indeed, a nice design...but I still miss the zebra
I didn't understand a word you said...so I won't pretend to understand thus offering mock comfort.
So I'll just say this...
Life is a tide...you've got your highs and lows
The site is incredible love but I don't see any breasts, therefore not complete. LOL. Good to see you are at least living if not still being witty as usual. cheers love...
The site does look great. And extra points for use of the word "ennui" which until just a few minutes ago I thought was a large flightless bird.
That is a good picture. Are you familiar with Paul Amundsen?
how are things today my chocolate covered prince charming? lol. i just had to respond to your "vanilla flavored beauty queen" statement.
I love the photo on the right!!! Excellent site you have here!
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