October 11, 2002
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turning point.
in the weeks that i've been working out, i haven't been working out so much as working up. working up to my turning point. neptune goes direct soon and i know i'll be following its example. the last few years of my life, i've been in a cycle of stagnation and regression. it's been painful and destructive to my precious ego. a lot of it was involved with k, yet the majority was me. i've realized since then that no matter what happened, it was always my choice to be there, to subject myself to what was happening. there are more than a few lessons i've learned from that, and it's made me better; better to myself and better to others. it's made me a harder man, and i believe that too is for the better.
i have a mountain to climb, i hold myself responsible to do it. in the months coming, my struggle will be non-stop and i will truly learn the meaning of the word persevere.
Comments (16)
Saturn ruled here.
Persevere. That's a great word.
I, too, am working UP.
I'm not sure what the neptune thing is all about, but if whatever that is is a good example to follow, then off you go.
maybe the focus of my neptune trine will finally get better... she's been regressing abit in the past couple months... one can hope. *ponder*
neptune's busily trining her pluto. (and everyone else her age, too... hmm...) after squaring her mercury at the onset of the disease ("potential neural disorders.")
makes sense. strange i hadn't thought to look at what the ol' blue man is doing to her....
hope you find revelation along with the dissolution...
preserve and I like reading blogs about preserverance. On the mountain climb, enjoy the journey!
i am really very proud of you.
thinking of you.
Hate to sound..stupid, but keep up the good work!
Yeah I've seen the results on my forum, *leer*, keep it up.
And another thought, I need to make a change in my workout habits...
I've yet to learn what true perseverance is. It's hard work, but I think the rewards are great.
I think my goal should be to work UP too.
I find that talking about a thing takes a bit of energy from the action.I give you with these words to replace that energy.
i'm back and i love you! haha
i can't check my email tonight because i'm exhausted! but i will...chao
Thanks for the comments.
New site design looks great by the way, I usually read updates through the SIR option and can't see the designs of sites. Guess I'm missing out. 
hmmm , maybe its because the energy for action comes from the same place as the energy for talking/thinking/planning ?actually if you really break it down energy is unlimited, but it looks like I am only able to tap into that after 2am...
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