August 10, 2002
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wake up! it's time to go workout!
(looks at thursdays post)
now how am i supposed to top that? i guess i'll have to wait until another venus-venus contact.
and speaking of...i'm getting a 1 hour swedish massage today. for free! that should be nice, it's been years since i've had one.
just as a side note....k and i aren't together, nor do i want to be with her. out of the year and a half or so i was involved with her, i'd say about3-4 mos were really good. the rest was my own private delusional hell. the whole thing turned into a carnival of drama and it ended here and here. that's the last i had seen her, she called a day or two later and apologized, but i had nothing to say to her.
"hey, it's me"
"mm"
"...i just wanted to say sorry for the other day, that was wrong of me, i shouldn't have done it."
"mm"
silence.
silence.
silence.
"well i'll let you go i guess..." her voice quiet.
"ok, bye"
click.
something i've noticed, not a whole lot of people swear on xanga. in honor of this high standard of morals i'd like to say
"fuck fuckitty fuck fuck fuck."
Comments (28)
Ooh! My virgin ears. Stop that! Stop it!
newp
a swedish massage and for free none the less, i envy you. heh.
Yikes...that girl was messed up. Good thing you were strong enough to get rid of her, something like that would only hurt you more the longer you let it continue. eProps for your courage. And I take them back for your potty-mouth.
*mwah*
fuckin'... fuck out
You always have the coolest looking site.
I'm sorry about K. People aren't always who they ought to be, or who they had the potential to be, and it's sad, and I'm sorry when it happens.
I would kill my sister for a good massage. Ok, maybe not, but I would maim her.
LMAO @ Elsa!! i never liked swedish massage much, giving or receiving (i'm licensed in FL as a massage therapist)...too violent for my tastes
but i hope you enjoy yours!
i haven't been reading long enough to know the story of k, but that phone conversation sounds like one i'd have in that situation...funny...
oh, and i swear all the time...
"fuck" being one of my favourite words..."fucknuts" being my usual for when something's gone wrong! 
stupid god damn shit ass shitty fuckin barbara streisand!
what do they do to you in a swedish massage?
they rub you with swedes
Ah...swedish massage sounds good...maybe I'll call that new foreign exchange student...LoL
I'm trying to cut back the swearing. Although, fuck is a very satisfying word, it can be used in every context to express every emotion. But I know I'm going to let it slip out at exactly the wrong time.
Now I try to say 'flippin' or 'friggin'-fraggin'.
You're such a stronger person than I (in regards to 'k') It's amazing, I read people's sites and am so thankful cause I really feel like I can learn something from each one. I am like you (at least what I'm getting from those entries) in that I make myself numb if someone hurts me and get quiet, etc but at the point when you finally had enough, if that were me, I couldn't contain my emotions. I would have definitely showed them how much they hurt me and I probably would have resorted to your thought of "taunting method" I think you're so much stronger for just telling her to leave and not bringing in another negative in an already negative situation.
You read my last entry, didn't you? hehe. I'm much better now!
I did a course in Swedish massage a few months ago with my best friend, S ~ we had a fantastic time with it! It's fuuuuuuun
I read those other blogs, and, um.. I don't know what to say. They were a good read.
ah by the way i am no longer misster2chick, cancelled my aol account, so you'll have to email it to me at fay_den@yahoo.com
have fun with the massage, although u prolly had it already!?
Hey now, I cuss on mine...I pretty much type how I talk, so there isnt a whole lot...not that I have anything against it. I just like saving it for when Im angry.
LOL, they rub you with swedes...that was funny.
Yes, I think I'll try the phone company to block that bastard. If I ever see his car parked somewhere...hoho...ok, I wont do anything most likely, because, well, I never do, but DAMNIT, i WILL think about it.
I second that fuck, and I move that we add an additional fucktastic fuckbomb.
I wanna be rubbed with free Swedes!
Good riddance to K, and good for you for standing up for yourself. Be true to yourself, and life will work out for the best. And oh -- enjoy the massage.
so, how was the massage?
Sorry to hear things went south. At least you've had a swedish massage.
glad to hear the massage was good...and no, not Kepler...it's from astro.com, i believe the text is by Robert Hand...
got bored and decided to post it
Lol. I love hoe everyone is stuck on the massage bit..its great...and damnit, you ARE nuts, stop fighting it.
Yeah, people on here are def. pussies about cussing. It's funny- I don't really cuss that often on my site, but I talk like a sailor in real life.
fuckity fuck and a shit damn piss head doo doo stain cum sucker... ahh feel better....... and I dont ever swear, but did it make you smile?
a little?
a tiny bit?
a grin?
nothing?
ah well...... I tried.
enjoy your free massage
I finally got chance to read those other two blogs.. wow.. I can't relate on that level, but my ex is an alcoholic so I know how addicts can behave. *HUGS*
I want a swedish massage...hell..I'd settle for any massage! Hehe...
i left a comment on the other blog.
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